23
Nov

on leave

I started on leave after my night shift ended on 17 nov… On that day, dear sent me to railway station at Tanjung Pagar. Thanks dear for fetching me! Luckily u are around, if not i have to carry my luggage myself… so heavy…

I reached home on 18 nov morning at 7.30am. Dad, mum & mei came to fetch me! Every day rain and rain… i don’t even have the chance to see a sunny day! Sianz!!! But i get to meet up with my ex-schoolmates here… hiapyuen, chyeyan, shirlei, sean… I had a great night with them out to KB for dinner and hangout!

I really slacking at home and get to rest alot too… mum cooks nice food for me everyday and really feed me like a “pig” le. Hahaha… i surely gain weight lolz this time! On leave is shiok but there are something happened that make me feel very heartache and sad… trying not to think about it but i can’t… i keep on asking me why why why and why??? Hopefully everything will back to normal…

If things still like that, i know what to do le then… …

04
Nov

Happy 3rd Anniversary - 03 nov 2009

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO AH DEAR!

During my first night, dear cooked me seafood pasta with corn soup base for my supper! And he cooked another share for jasmine too! We were too busy in the nite till no time to eat… ended up we heat it up after work and eat inside the tea room! Dear, thanks for making effort in it! I appreciated and touched! It’s yummy and delicious! i am looking forward for ur next dish ya!

Today is my sleeping day… went for breakfast at long john silver with jasmine and wahida! After that, i head home to rest. I reached home at 0945 hours, bath and go online to facebook for a while. About 10.30am, i finally knocked off and sleep!

Dear came to my house at 1430 hours… oh dear, i only slept for 4 hours sia! Feel so tiring! But dragging myself to bath and dress up coz today is dear and i’ anniversary! We went out at about 3.30pm, dear fetching me to railway station to buy train ticket first then we go vivo city! Earlier on, dear already bought me a set of facial products cost 100 dollars as my anniversary present. I dragged dear go into my favourite shop-forever 21, i was telling him that i will not buy any clothes, just wan to see see and try only… who knows i try 5 clothes and ended up i like the 3 clothes lolz, dear also likes it! When i was considering whether to buy it, dear said he will buy for me to add in as anniversary presents! oh dear! it is expensive leh! But thanks dear! i will wear it out when we go pak tor k? Hahaha… Dear wanna brought me to buy a new pair of shoes for my new forever 21 dress… actually, the shoes i tried i like it but expensive so i bluff dear that i wear it not comfortable. Dear, i dunwan u to waste money le, u already buy me so much things le, i have enough of it le. I was too busy, never buy u anything leh.

After that, we had our dinner at Earle Swensen’s! The food is yummy!!! After dinner, we heading to orchard cineleisure for movie! At first, dear wanted to watch the poker king but no more behind seats le… so i chose Love Happen. Before the movie started, we went to The Heeren. I bought a top at THE FOUR SKIN for dear! He likes it a lot! I was so pai seh only buy a top for him! He said nvm, as long as i am with him, i am the most precious present for him! Hehe… He said he loves the present i buy for him coz it’s match my new yellow top! Haha…

Dear was disappointed that he couldn’t watch the movie! Dear, next time i watch wit u again la ok? After the movie, he found that Love Happen is a bit boring and draggy… i am sorry dear! After movie and it’s getting late, we heading home and rest le.

Dear, thanks for the wonderful day! I love u, wo ai ni!!

15
Oct

15/10/09

Today is my day off after night shift! Dear is back from work in the morning and he can accompany me today! I woke up at 10.30am today coz i was doing my assignment till 2am…. super tired coz i had a tiring night shifts!!!

Dear came to fetch me at about 12noon, we went for small bite of lunch at AMK central with yan sheng too! Yan sheng is indeed a big gastric lolz, he ate two share of food!!! After that, we sent him home then heading for swimming at sengkang… it’s a new recreation centre! The place is quite nice and the facilities are very good too! There is indoor and outdoor swimming pool too!! We only swam for an hour coz it’s raining…. sad~~~ maybe next time we shall go again!!!

After swimming, we had our meal at Mcdonald then head home thereafter. I went home to do my laundry and pack up. And dear is playing with jun wei… … Then, dear brought me out to SIM to collect my assignment… but i only able to collect one the other one is still with the administrator… i tried to help oxy, jane and eliel to collect but they dun allow coz need identity verification!

Dear brought me to jurong point to search for auntie’s present but we couldn’t find any nice present! Anyway, we enjoyed shopping there! And dear bought me a 100 dollars of facial product for me as anniversary present!!! It’s expensive lolz!!! But thanks dear!!! I will make sure i will use it everyday k?

 

Back to dear’s house, dear cooked me a seafood noodles soup!!! This is his newly handmade dishes!!! it’s nice and delicious!! Dear improved a lot on his cooking skills le… hehe… jia you k? i am looking forward for ur next dish ya!!! Dear, i would like to say sorry for my naive attitude and hot tempered! Eventhough we quarelled and had some misunderstanding but i know we still love each other one! Correct???

07
Oct

why can’t u understand my feeling?

i was so packed and stressed with a lot of things around me! I am extremely exhausted!!! WHY CAN’T U UNDERSTAND MY FEELING? I wanna share my problems wit you but u seem like heck care me!

I am feeling miserable!!! I don’t like to wait….. i hate to wait!!!! I don’t know i still got chance to see the changes or not??!! i told myself to trust but… it seems like everything is still the same!!!

my legs are aching and numbness, how i wish there will be someone to help me massage my legs??!! My wrist sprained… he doesn’t know too! nobody cares! bruises all over the body… aching +++ haiz….

At night is terrible, coughing so badly unable to sleep well…. feels so miserable… i am so so so tired!!!

If it’s hard to understand or put in effort, i guess just forget it bah!!!

27
Sep

Batam Trip with Dear

It has been such a long time i didn’t log in and write my blog here…. I guess i was very very very busy and stressed with my work, study and assignments!!! Finally, i submitted my assignments and still got one more to go! Jia yous!!!

Dear also stressed with his work. At last, we can really go out of this place and relax! Dear & i went to Batam for a short holiday! Sat morning we woke up at 6.30am, get ready and prepared. We took cab to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal, departed at 9am ferry to Batam. This is our first time to batam so we are not sure how to go to the beach resort. Luckily when we arrived the ferry terminal at Batam, there is a staff wearing yellow waiting for us, direct us to immigration and bring us to the shuttle bus. Dear & i realised that all the things are in yellow, their uniform as well as bus… cute sia!!! Hahaha…

Okie… we reached Batam View Beach Resort at about 10 plus morning, they are so kind to let us check in so early… We are able to get our things down in our room! The resort room is so spacious and comfy lolz!!! i love the KING size bed!!! I really can roll on the bed! Hahaha… Dear & i quite satisfied with the room design and layout! Okie… after packing up, we shall move on for our SHOPPING!!! The resort staff helped us to call a cab to bring us to the town for shopping… Its cost 20 dollars sia….

Okie.. from the resort to the Nagoya Town takes 35 mins journey! I fell asleep on the cab. hahaha… Okie, reached there le dear brought me to the indonesia restaurant for lunch! I ordered a plate of ayam penyet coz i want to taste see whether got any different from singapore… i realised that the sambal chilli in indonesia is not spicy compare to singapore one. Hehehe…. Anyway, the food is nice! Dear likes the sliced fish soup very much lolz, he ate 2 bowls of rice lolz!!!

Okie… after lunch, went to MATAHARI shopping centre for shopping! There are alot alot of shops lolz! We shopped non-stop lolz… my leg is aching, we went to A&W to sit down and have a drinks! I miss A&W root bear float lolz… yummy!!! Continue for our shopping till evening time, we took cab back to resort! Thanks dear for buying so many things for me…. no more money le… :(
Okie… back to resort, rest for an hour… Then, we went to Kelong Seafood Restaurant for our dinner!!!! We had a super full dinner lolz, we ordered pineapple rice, garlic butter prawns, honey chicken with cashew nuts, hot plate beancurb, hot plate beef with green chilli…. only two of us but we ordered so much… i told dear that i surely will put on weight lolz… he laugh and asked me to go exercise after go back to sg! Hahaha…. The staff there are very nice and friendly lolz…

After dinner, walking around the resort. There are a BBQ dinner at swimming pool, feel like joining but we were too full le.. hehe… There is also a bar and band on live, so relaxing sia!

We slept till 8.30am, wake up and went down for buffet breakfast! There are variety of food such as porridge, nasi lemak, fried bee hoon, western set, bread, pastry, laksa, fruits, drinks, desserts and so on… to many food till both of us ate super full lolz…Dear likes the pulut hitam with coconut milk…. he totally drinks 3 bowls lolz…. Dear,i guess u will miss it when u back to sg rite?

Okie… back to room, pack up and prepare to check out! We checked out at 1pm… Walked around the beach area but the weather is too hot… so, just walk for a while then we hide back to the hotel lobby lounge. Hehehe… we changed our ferry time earlier so that can reached sg early!

Back to sg… I really can feel the pressure is coming back to me! I guess i will miss the trip and miss the KING size bed and the seafood!!! Dear will definitely miss the sliced fish soup and pulut hitam with coconut milk. Hehehe… Anyway, thanks dear for such a nice trip eventhough we had some arguments in between but overall i enjoyed it… Hope u will remember what i said to u!

Thank you dear and love you! Muackkzzz!!!

16
Jul

i am down with fever!

I was off on tuesday and was thinking to go out with my sister but in the end rest at home because i was not feeling well. I went to sleep and when i wake up, i realised that i was having fever and severe headache. I took temperature is 37.4 Dear came to my house and see me. At first i thought of weather too hot make my body temperature raised… went to bath and retake temperature again is still the same. I called oxy and asked… she said above 37.5 i have to go ED for H1N1 swab. I retook temperature an hour later is go up to 37.7 My bf decided to bring me to hospital. I was so scared!!!!

Dear accompanied me to go to ED Decon but he needs to stay outside waiting area to wait for me. I have been waiting there for 2 hours… and i dun wish dear to wait for me outside, begging him to go home first. Finally, i got the swab done, they took my parameters… BP 96/54 mmHg, HR 95, SPO2 98%, T 37.8. After the swab, still got to review by dr first and wait for discharge. At last, i discharged at 7.30pm. I went to collect meds and took cab home.

Dear went home and drove car out to buy me dinner. I have no appetite to eat, he bought me my favourite mee tai mak soup, jiajia liang teh and strawberry yogurt. Dear’s mum cooked me a bottle of ginseng soup. Thanks, auntie! I got to isolated myself in the room with my mask up at the time. I chased my sister out of room to another room… Dear wore his mask all the way from hospital to home and out to buy food… he said he doesn’t want to spread to other ppl… he stayed in my room to accompany me, feed me eat… he said he is not scare of me, not scare to come near me because i am his baby!

Okie… i chased dear to go home after i eaten but he refused. He wants to stay longer in order to keep me company to alleviate my anxiety. Dear, thanks for accompanying me and by my side when i needed…

I keep on waiting for the result till the next day morning at 0730 hours, they called me and informed me that my report has out! IT’S NEGATIVE! phew~~~ luckily lolz… quickly call dear and let him know so that he can’t put down his mask and call back to ward to inform my nursing officer too!

02
Jul

Malaysia Trip with Dear!

I started on leave on 27 june (sat) till 2 july… Dear planned a Malaysia trip to Malacca & KL. He wanted to replace me a belated birthday celebration and also a “honeymoon” for both of us!

We were leaving Singapore at about 6am in the morning, departed our journey to Malacca! We reached A’Famosa at about 9plus, went to A’famosa safari first. We spent half of the day inside safari, taking photo with animals and nice scenery, watching animals show and cowboy show… … We had a lot of fun there eventhough the weather is hot!

We left A’Famosa resort in the evening, we heading to malacca city to check in hotel… After checking in and unpack our stuff & bath. We went out to Melaka Mall for shopping and dinner. Then, drive around the Malacca city and we can see “EYE ON MALAYSIA” too! Went back to hotel at about 11.30pm for rest le!

Sunday morning, we went to Red buildings and Christ Church area to walk walk… went to historical places and famous tourist place for photo taking and buying souvenirs. u know what??!! i met JODIE SIN there!!! so coincidence lolz!!! I didn’t notice until she called my name lolz!!! Jodie, hope u enjoying ur trip too! Hehehe… lunch time we went to chinatown street for chicken rice ball. Errmm… i love the chicken rice and the chendols!!! Dear & i feel like ordering another bowl of chendol but we were too full… hehe…

After lunch, we departing to KL. Luckily we were not lost, able to find mei mei’s house! After fetching mei mei, we heading to my auntie’s house(si gu). Giving my auntie a surprise by paying them a visit! Auntie and her family welcomed us to come and let us stay overnight at their house! That’s so nice of them! My uncle brought us out for dinner — SEAFOOD!!! omg! i love it a lot… the food is so delicious and affordable! Although the place is far and taken more than 30 mins to reach there but it is worth it! So nice siaz!!! We all ate till very full~~~ We went home after dinner… plan to visit my san gu! So, we went to NEWWAY there to say hi to them! I was so happy to see san gu and her family, get to know my cousins’ gf too!! Hope to know them more next time! It was too rush le that time!

Monday morning, si gu & kok leong brought us to eat bak kut teh! It was really nice!!! Dear said this is his first time eat bak kut teh which is not spicy one! Singapore one is spicy coz they put black pepper… malaysia one is more to herbal taste! After breakfast, mei mei, dear & i went out for shopping! We went to Times Square, The Pavilion, Sungai Wang, Lot 10, KLCC suria… … we shopped till very tired… somemore raining lolz… all of us are wet +++ Luckily got dear to hug me tight to prevent me from getting flu! After shopping, meeting si gu them for dinner at food stalls… there got variety of food!! so nice sia!! After dinner, we went to Sunway Pyramid for shopping and photo taking… Dear wanted to stay longer for shopping but not enough time. Dear, next time we shall go again k? After that, we went to NEW WAY KTV till 1am… the ktv buffet was very nice lolz… the food is nice, sound system is good… nice to sing sia!!! Thanks pui yee for booking such a nice ktv place for us!

Tuesday morning, we driving to Genting Highlands after breakfast! Dear was complaining the road is difficult to drive and so curve and so many humps!!! Dear, just bare with it can? So sorry! I am sure u will enjoy it a lot de! Finally, we reached there! Got to wait for an hour plus just to check in hotel… we waited for our turn at Starbucks. We stayed at First World Hotel… the weather there is cold and shiok!!! Poor dear… got sensitive nose, keep on sneezing! After checking in, we went to outdoor theme park! It was so windy and cold… Dear keep on stroking my hands and thigh to keep me warm… it was raining sizzling outside but luckily just a while only… We had fun at outdoor theme park till 7pm… then, we went for dinner at Kenny’s Roger! After dinner, we shopped around and watching shows… We had our movie - ICE AGE 3 at 11pm… the cinema is so cold… i wearing sweater but still feeling cold… dear took off his sweater and cover for me… hold my hands tight to keep me warm. That’s so sweet of u dear! The movie was so funny and humorous! But dear fell asleep in between of the movie coz he was too tired of driving so many days! Poor dear! Gave dear a massage when back to hotel…

Tuesday morning, wake up at 9am… went to first world cafe for breakfast buffet! Too many food, end up eat not much only… hehe! Went back to hotel to pack our luggage and bath… check out at about 11.30am! Put our luggage in the car first then continue shopping and went to arcade to play! Dear was so careless, forget to take my famos amos it was left it in the arcade… luckily able to get back! huh~~~ After that, we heading down to kl… i feel nausea becoz of the road… dear also feeling giddy!! mei mei vomited lolz…. haiz!! We had our lunch at wangsa maju first before we start our journey back to sg!

During the journey, dear said he feeling sleepy so i take over to drive on the expressway! Let dear rest and sleep for a while… after that, he took over the wheel again! I was a bit pissed off becoz we were supposed to reach sg by 7pm one but it was delayed till 8 plus then we reached!!!

So tiring!!!! But we had an enjoyable and unforgettable trip! Thanks dear! We really spent a lot of money siaz! Dear settled my bill when it comes k? Hehe… thanks first! Dear thanks again for giving me such a wonderful trip! I love u dear! Muackzz!!!

p/s: hope u like the photo artwork i made for u ya!

10
Jun

PM shift 10 june 09

Today working afternoon shift… finally same shift with oxy! Miss her a lot…. When i reached the ward, jasmine called me! She passed me a pressie! I was so shocked and happy to see the pressie! So special, so meaningful and so nice sia~ Thanks jasmine to cheer me up!

Today i be NIC… working with my gangs… bern and oxy! Hehehe… The whole afternoon was so busy and chaotic. All admissions coming in one by one non-stop! Still got 3 patienst for home pm somemore! Siaz…1!!! I busy till didn;t go for break! Hungry siaz!

I was dealing with a patient’s son who is complaining some issues! Thanks zhongkai helping me to explain and thanks jinxi is around to explain about the operation! No matter how much i explained to the person, he still not happy insisted  want to speak to team drs!

Finally, end work at 10pm… leave hospital at 1020pm, dear waited for me downstair… asking dear to send oxy home. The reason is wanna chat with oxy on the car and also send her home early to rest coz she is morning shift tmr. Thanks dear for being so kind. Hehee…

Dear bought me my favourite yogurt for me! Hehehe… That day i just mentioned that i like this brand of yogurt, then dear bought for me today le. So, I ate yogurt with cereal as my dinner at home! It’s nice! Yummy~~~

10
Jun

AM shift - 09 june 09

Today working morning shift… last nite didn’t really sleep lolz, keep on turning here and there, having nightmare too! I think i stressed until can’t sleep lolz… stress with work as well…

Early morning get scolding for nothing… sometimes, i dun understand why she likes to nag nag nag on us? Can’t she just understand our job scope? Haiz…. whatever la… i am not feeling well, no energy to talk. My preceptee, meijuan is following me today, babylyn is my junior. Two of us quickly do our changes and helping our junior do sponging… then we split to do dressing.. so many gangrene foot dressing to do sia….

I busy till din manage to go for break! I am so hungry and feel so hypo! After work, still got to attend nursing journal club till 4pm…. Back to ward, wanlin needs to do dressing for isolation room. I went down to 6B to look for laura, passed her 6s toolkits.

Wanln & i leave the hospital at 5pm, we went to Spinelle for grab a bite and chit chat! We having our chocolate truffle, strawberry cheesecake, bacon ham sandwiches, hot chocolate there… we chatted until at about 1830 hours then left.

I am meeting dear at bishan junction 8 at 7pm. I accompanied dear for dinner, i don’t feel like eating coz not hungry. He went away and made an excuse that he wants to go toilet. Who knoes? He went to florist shop to buy me a bouquet of roses and a birthday carebear for me! I was surprised and speechless when i saw it. He said to me: he felt sorry that he couldn’t celebrate my birthday with me, he wanna do something to make me happy! He said: he chose 4 roses, it means I STILL LOVE YOU! He can’t celebrate with me doesn’t mean that he dun love me, he still love me a lot…

Thanks dear for the roses and carebear! I love it…

06
Jun

Happy Birthday, CaReN

Happy Birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to my baby caren, happy birthday to you!

I received this message from dear! I wondering where is he now… he is out of singapore now! Dear is unable to celebrate with me on my birthday! I feel very sad… but he assured me that he will give me a belated memorable birthday celebration when he is back! Dear bought me a COACH handbag! It’s very pretty! I love it a lotsss….. That day i was browsing through COACH website, was discussing with dear which design is nice… who knows the next day he brought me to COACH shop at orchard and bought me one! Dear, why don’t u think twice before u buy? It’s really very expensive! I feel heartache for u…

Dear, can u sing a birthday song for me when u are back??!!

I have been staying the whole day time at home doing my assignment… feel so depressed and boring being alone on my birthday! Who asks dear is not around wow??

Hehe… not too bad that i got event in the night. I am meeting jane at bishan at 1730 hours. She told me that she needs to go marina square to meet her friend to get something… asking me to follow her there! I blindly following her without doubting anything! I guess i am really a person easily get cheated lolz… We walked to suntec city to meet her friend…. who knows the friend that she is referring is KOR! I was surprised to see kor there… he came to meet us for celebrating my birthday! Thanks so much kor & jie! We went to Bakeryn for dinner! Blowing my second birthday cake there… hehehe… it is cookies & cream cheesecake! After that, i was pestering kor to fetch us to pasir ris, costa sand resort. Hehehe… thanks kor! Next time, u must listen to me ok??

Jane & i reached shikin’s chalet at about 8pm… just nice cake cutting ceremony! Everyone is singing birthday songs to the birthday gals…. All of us had a great and fun time there with playing balloon games and music freeze games!!! All of us laughed till stomachache le… Super hot there and i get sweat +++…. We leaving the chalet at about 10pm… Jane, wanlin, qianling, esmond, leonard, qingyuan and i heading to E Hub for KBOX! Leonard & qingyuan not joining us coz they need to work in the next day! So sad… next time u gusy shall join us k? Before QY leaves, he passed me a birthday card! I was quite touched that he gave me a birthday card with meaningful words on it! Thanks QY~

Okie… left 5 of us, we sing kbox from 10pm till 3am… All of us are really GET HIGH~~~ Qianling is totally crazy le. Wan lin seems to be a bit quiet but comes to sing duet with qianling… both of them are colour blind lolz!!! Hahaha…. We had a HIGH night in kbox! I sing till i got gastric pain le… we went to downtown east Mcdonald for early breakfast then head home! Qianling psychoing me to stay till 6am take MRT! I DON’T WANT!! I AM VERY TIRED… WANNA GO HOME! So, qianling & i took cab home…. i reached home at 5am in the morning! THAT IS “EARLY”!!!

I had enjoyed a lot last night! Thanks for giving me such a beautiful birthday celebration! Thanks for the gift and pressie! I love it a lot…. Appreciate it a lot… Love u all… Muackzzzz!!!!




Everyday will be my lucky day!!

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